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Date:2009-07-21 17:43
Subject:foods I want to make
Security:Public
Mood: indifferent

since there is nothing to do for the summer...i decided that i should start cooking and trying out recipes i have been meaning to make...so here is a list!

  • chicken cordon bleu
  • tomato bruschetta
  • chinese onion pancakes
  • mandarin pancakes
  • chinese beef meat pies
  • chinese almond cookies
  • four flavor dumplings (attempted...came out okay...)
  • beef shau mai
  • shrimp dumplings
  • cha siu bao
  • chicken bao
  • vegetable bao
  • rice rolls
  • leek turnovers
  • yam and glutinous rice cake
  • sweet walnuts soup
  • mango lassi
  • albondigas soup
  • chicken wings and basil
  • salmon rolls and asparagus
  • salty shrimp
  • stuffed cabbage leaves (thai style)
  • pad thai
  • bibimbap
  • parmesan spinach roll-ups
  • roasted pork tenderloin
  • garlic shrimp
  • parmesan cheese potato slices
  • cream puffs
  • jang jo rim
  • tasty korean radish soup
  • kimbap
  • spam musubi
  • tiramisu
  • tuna melt sandwich
  • tomato soup
  • okonomiyaki
  • miso soup
  • cheesecake
  • spinach and artichoke dip
  • mini pizzas
  • tortellini or ravioli
  • katsudon
  • yakitori
  • ratatouille
  • minestrone
  • tapioca soup
  • chicken pot pie

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Date:2009-07-21 17:07
Subject:random post :)
Security:Public
Mood: bored

Hi! I haven't been on this for awhile! I read a couple of my old posts..quite interesting..decided to update this survey I took in 2005 and see what the differences are.

SECTION 1 [YOU.]
+yourname: Alison
+ your gender: Female
+ age: 23
+ height: 5'3 (when I stand up straight) :P
+ hair color: brown
+ eye color: brown
+ your location: at home/ Alhambra
+ fears: heights?, spiders, snakes? people jumping out to scare me, a lot of things

SECTION 2 [ HAVE YOU EVER ]
+ peed your pants? yes
+ cheated on someone? no
+ fallen off the bed? yes
+ fallen for a relative? well my baby cousin corwin is cute! hahaha but not fallen for him..no incest
+ had plastic surgery? no
+ broke someone`s heart? yes...unfortunately
+ had a dream come true? yes
+ done something you regret? yeah
+ cheated on a test? I dont think so
+ been raped? no
+ broken a body part? Nope

SECTiON 3 [CURRENTLY]
+ wearing ? gray shirt and striped blue boxers
+ listening to ? xiao yu
+ chewing ? nothing
+ feeling (at the moment)? bored, and slightly hot :P
+ reading ? nothing at the moment..maybe fanfiction?
+ located ? my house
+ chatting with ? no one
+ watching ? laptop monitor
+ should REALLY be ? working...someone give me a job! haha

SECTION 4 [DO YOU. . .]
+ brush your teeth? yes
+ like anybody? maybe ;)haha
+ have any piercings? nope
+ believe in Santa Claus? nope never
+ ever get off the computer? haha maybe

SECTION 5 [ FRiENDS ]
+ who is your best? I dont have a best friend but many close friends.
+ who is the loudest? cindy, june, helen
+ who is the shyest? tracy?
+ who is the 'hottest'? lol..morgen will say he is...but there is a lot haha
+ who is the coolest? all of them :)
+ who is the cutest? jackie and tricia, a lot
+ who laughs the most? jackie
+ who has the craziest laugh? i don't know
+ who have you known the longest? cindy--since first grade! or howard or jonathan
+ who have you known the shortest? loma linda pharmacy friends :)
+ who is the easiest to talk to? all of them :)
+ do you belong to a crew? haha i dunno i try not to
+ do you hang out with the opposite sex? yup
+ do you trust your friends? yup yup
+ are you a good friend? I guess?
+ can you keep a secret? i think so? i don't know

SECTION 6 [ THE LAST PERSON YOU...]
+ hugged - cindy
+ IMed ? cindy
+ talked to on the phone- my mom
+ yelled at ? my mom :/
+ fell in love with ? taku :)
+ tripped ? nope i trip haha
+ turned down ? :X

SECTION 7 [ PERSONAL]
+What do you want to be when you grow up? pharmacist
+ What was the worst day of your life? i dunno, there is a lot i guess?
+ What is your most embarrassing story? the most popular is get my head stuck in a garage and trip over bicycle rack
+ What has been the best day of your life? i don't know
+ What comes first in your life? family and school and friends
+ Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush? yes
+ Who do you hate? no one?
+ What do you usually think about before you go to bed? what i have to do the next day


SECTION 8 [ FAVORITE . . .]
+ Movie: pretty woman, spiderman 2, sex and the beauties, the lion roars, new police story, a lot
+ Song: jay chou, backstreet boy, a lot, richard marx- right here waiting
+ Group: backstreet boys
+ Store: supermarket :P
+ Relative: all of them :)
+ Sport: tennis
+ Vacation Spot: australia!
+ Ice Cream Flavor: strawberry, vanilla, or mint chip
+ Fruit: all of them :)
+ Candy: sour belts, sour patch kids, anything sour
+ Holidays: chinese new year, christmas, thanksgiving
+ Day of the Week: any day is fine
+ Color: purple and blue
+ Magazine: none
+ Name for a Girl: Jayne (hahahah!!!)
+ Name for a Boy: jay! (hahahah)


SECTION 9 [ DO YOU . . .]
+ Like to give hugs? Depends
+ Like to walk in the rain? Depends how heavy the rain is
+ Sleep with or without clothes on? On
+ Prefer black or blue pens? depends...usually black
+ Dress up on Halloween? Nope
+ Have a job? nope :(
+ Like to travel? yes
+ Like someone? yes
+ Sleep on your side- yup
+ Think you're attractive? no
+ Want to marry? sure if its the right one
+ Have a goldfish? Nope, but beta fishes
+ Ever have the falling dream? nope
+ Have stuffed animals? Yes
+ Go on vacation? Yes...occasionally


SECTION 10 [ WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT . . .]
+ Abortion: no unless you have been raped, you have to be responsible for your actions
+ Bill Clinton: democrat, cheated on wife
+ Suicide: shouldn't be done
+ Summer: hot and fun :)
+ Tattoos: i dont have one
+ Piercing: i dont know, dont have one either
+ Make-up: umm no, natural baby! haha
+ Drinking: know your limits :)
+ Guys: the opposite sex, confusing
+ Girls: cool :)


SECTION 11 [ THIS OR THAT]
+ Pierced nose or tongue? none
+ Be serious or funny? both
+ Simple or Complicated? both
+ Law or anarchy? law
+ MTV or BET? ? mtv
+ 7th Heaven or Dawson's Creek? none?
+ Sugar or salt? salt
+ Silver or gold? silver
+ Tongue or belly button ring? none
+ Chocolate or flowers? flowers
+ Angels or miracles? miracles
+ Color or Black-and-white photos? color
+ Sunrise or sunset? sunset
+ M&M's or Skittles? skittles
+ Rap or Rock? rock
+ Stay up late or sleep in? both
+ TV or radio? radio
+ Hot or cold? hot
+ Taller members of the opposite sex or shorter? taller than me
+ Sun or moon? both
+ Diamond or Ruby? amethyst haha
+ Left or Right? right
+ 10 acquaintances or one best friend? one best friend
+ Give or recieve? give
+ Rain or snow? rain
+ Lace or satin? satin
+ A year of hot sex or a lifetime of friendship? a lifetime of friendship
+ Happy or sad? Happy
+ McDonald's or Burger King? mcdonald's
+ Mexican or Italian food? I like both
+ A house in the woods or the city? both sounds nice

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Date:2005-06-16 21:03
Subject:its the end
Security:Public
Mood: content

i haven't updated in a while...
well school is over since a week ago, i thought i did horrible on the math final, like REALLY horrible, i wanted to jump off a roof and commit suicide or cry in the middle of the test because it was so hard! but i checked my grades today and got a B-, so thats good!
wow one whole year at UCSD and i love it..it was good
today i went back to alhambra high school, it was really interesting seeing all the kids in their own little worlds with their own cliques and enclaves, but when you get to college, i mean sure you still have your own friends and stuff but you are no longer separated into groups, you are kinda immersed in everything but isolated, like in highschool i feel you belong to such a group, but in college, i felt like an individual going in alone, that's about all, it was nice visiting the teachers, i saw ms. parker and mr. nichols, so sad that mr. nichols is retiring :( he wants to come back to do biomed though but something about if you retire, you cannot come back, so biomed may be out of the question
i think i had a good year at ucsd because i didn't expect much, i am not much of an athletic person, and ucsd does not have a football team, so lack of spirit in the school, but i guess i go to revelle college, and revelle is kinda the most spirited out of all the colleges since it is the oldest, and we have more money for budget and student activities, and such, like we had the watermelon drop, celebration of roger revelle's birthday, ode to the avocado, unolympics, recess, and such
my suitemates were good :)we had our times like winning the window painting contest, appetizers and deserts at TGIF! :D that was really fun, a suite thing we did! going to miss tons of people i made from sd, but i know that i will see you next year although you guys will be in marshall, warren, matthews apartment and such, but i know that you guys will always have a class at HSS or YORK or want to eat at plaza cafe! so come vist me and tracy at blake! :)thanks a lot to julie, kim, jessica, and tracy for being AWESOME suitemates and friends and putting up with my la la land and sea cucumbers ahaha :) especially to tracy! thanks also to dondra, brianna, luanne, brittany, megan, carolyn, christina, debbie, angelina, hsing, clara, jeffrey, wing, jennifer, vidhi, helen, bindi, david, daniel, alex, andy for making it a good year at ucsd :)
and thanks to all the ahsers that go to ucsd too :)
and if i forget anyone because i have a pretty bad memory THANKS TO YOU TOO! :)

i work at 99 ranch market now at gardena as cashier...stupid codes to remember for all those vegetables and fruits! so if i cant meet up with you guys its because i am at work and the only free time i have is on tuesday and thursday! okay byes! :)

leo football social was FUN! although i lost my sweater :( it is cool meeting with the new LEOers and the jay fan rebekah :P

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Date:2005-05-30 15:48
Subject:random stuff
Security:Public
Mood: stressed

another movie i want to watch is "bewitched" with nicole kidman and will ferrell.

another korean drama i want to watch is super rookie/new employee with eric from shinwa :D and han ga in (wife of yun jung hoon :D)and theres another hot guy in there

another movie that i watched today: "finally it is you" with karena lam and ekin cheng :) very good and it kinda had food inside so double good :D the only quote i remember is "love is not being with the person you want, but being with the person you can't live without" -karena lam

another movie coming out is "the departed", english version of infernal affairs with leonardo dicaprio as the role of tony leung and matt damon as the role of andy lau, jack nicholson, and mark wahlberg (2006)

another movie i am looking forward to is INITIAL D with JAY CHOU :), shawn yue, anthony wong, edison chen, jordan chan

another thought of the day: why...?

i think i am addicted to playing pool on yahoo with katherine

wow almost 2 weeks left to go until the finish line

6.6 physics final
6.7 physics lab final
6.8 chem final
6.9 humanities final
6.10 calculus final and then HOME :D

thats about it folks!

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Date:2005-05-26 15:26
Subject:
Security:Public
Mood: annoyed

am i a pushover?
somehow i feel like i am being taken advantage of although at the moment i judge them differently
am i too nice?

blah

my head hurts

essay due tomorrow, i am screwed

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Date:2005-05-20 23:01
Subject:movies!
Security:Public
Mood: full

i am not much for going to the movie theater to watch movies, but recently i have a list of movies that i want to see, and i went on yahoo to look at some trailers :)

Movies I want to see:
1. star wars: revenge of the sith
2. star wars: attack of the clones (i know its not new)
3. mr. and mrs. smith (brad pitt is so hot!)
4. batman begins (?)
5. fantastic four (?)
6. the da vinci code (also have to read the book)
7. march of the penguins! :)
8. chronicles of narnia (?)
9. phantom of the opera
10. wimbledon

and the list goes on and on...hahahahah thats about it though !

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Date:2005-05-19 17:21
Subject:
Security:Public

SECTION 1 [YOU.]
+yourname: Alison
+ your gender: Female
+ age: 19
+ height: 5'2 or 3
+ hair color: brownish-black
+ eye color: brown
+ your location: La Jolla/ UCSD
+ fears: heights?, spiders, snakes? people jumping out to scare me, a lot fo things

SECTION 2 [ HAVE YOU EVER ]
+ peed your pants? yes
+ cheated on someone? no
+ fallen off the bed? yes
+ fallen for a relative? well my baby cousin corwin is cute! hahaha but not fallen for him..no incest
+ had plastic surgery? no
+ broke someone`s heart? no (but david tran might think so hahahaha)
+ had a dream come true? hrmm..i don't know
+ done something you regret? yeah
+ cheated on a test? I dont think so
+ been raped? no
+ broken a body part? Nope

SECTiON 3 [CURRENTLY]
+ wearing ? jeans and floral print shirt
+ listening to ? used to be backstreet boys
+ chewing ? nothing
+ feeling (at the moment)? tired, need to study for physics quiz
+ reading ? Dante's Inferno
+ located ? dorm at Revelle
+ chatting with ? wendy, helen tran, david tran
+ watching ? laptop monitor
+ should REALLY be ? studying

SECTION 4 [DO YOU. . .]
+ brush your teeth? yes
+ like anybody? maybe ;)haha
+ have any piercings? nope
+ believe in Santa Claus? nope never
+ ever get off the computer? haha maybe

SECTION 5 [ FRiENDS ]
+ who is your best? I dont have a best friend but many close friends.
+ who is the loudest? cindy, june, helen
+ who is the shyest? tracy?
+ who is the 'hottest'? lol..morgen will say he is...but there is a lot haha
+ who is the coolest? all of them :)
+ who is the cutest? jackie and tricia, a lot
+ who laughs the most? jackie
+ who has the craziest laugh? i don't know
+ who have you known the longest? cindy--since first grade! or howard or jonathan
+ who have you known the shortest? people at sd, my suitemates julie, kim, and jessica :)
+ who is the easiest to talk to? all of them :)
+ do you belong to a crew? haha i dunno
+ do you hang out with the opposite sex? yup
+ do you trust your friends? yup yup
+ are you a good friend? I guess?
+ can you keep a secret? i think so? i don't know

SECTION 6 [ THE LAST PERSON YOU...]
+ hugged - helen tran and wanda zhao!
+ IMed ? hao
+ talked to on the phone- may to
+ yelled at ? No one
+ fell in love with ? What about "lust"? haha i dunno jay chou?
+ tripped ? nope i trip haha
+ turned down ? no one

SECTION 7 [ PERSONAL]
+What do you want to be when you grow up? pharmacist/doctor
+ What was the worst day of your life? i dunno, there is a lot i guess?
+ What is your most embarrassing story? the most popular is get my head stuck in a garage and trip over bicycle rack
+ What has been the best day of your life? i don't know
+ What comes first in your life? family and school and friends
+ Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush? nopeee maybe?
+ Who do you hate? no one?
+ What do you usually think about before you go to bed? what i have to do the next day


SECTION 8 [ FAVORITE . . .]
+ Movie: pretty woman, spiderman 2, sex and the beauties, the lion roars, new police story, a lot
+ Song: jay chou, backstreet boy, a lot, richard marx- right here waiting
+ Group: backstreet boys
+ Store: old navy
+ Relative: all of them :)
+ Sport: tennis
+ Vacation Spot: australia!
+ Ice Cream Flavor: strawberry, vanilla, or mint chip
+ Fruit: all of them :)
+ Candy: sour belts, sour patch kids, anything sour
+ Holidays: chinese new year, christmas, thanksgiving
+ Day of the Week: any day is fine
+ Color: purple and blue
+ Magazine: none
+ Name for a Girl: Jayne (hahahah!!!)
+ Name for a Boy: jay! (hahahah)


SECTION 9 [ DO YOU . . .]
+ Like to give hugs? Depends
+ Like to walk in the rain? Depends how heavy the rain is
+ Sleep with or without clothes on? On
+ Prefer black or blue pens? either, blue?
+ Dress up on Halloween? Nope
+ Have a job? yup but just quitted two weeks ago
+ Like to travel? yes
+ Like someone? yes
+ Sleep on your side- yup
+ Think you're attractive? no
+ Want to marry? i don't know, i guess but i probably wont find anyone
+ Have a goldfish? Nope, but beta fishes
+ Ever have the falling dream? nope
+ Have stuffed animals? Yes
+ Go on vacation? Yes


SECTION 10 [ WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT . . .]
+ Abortion: no unless you have been raped, you have to be responsible for your actions
+ Bill Clinton: democrat, cheated on wife
+ Suicide: shouldn't be done
+ Summer: hot and fun :)
+ Tattoos: i dont have one
+ Piercing: i dont know, dont have one either
+ Make-up: umm no, natural baby! haha
+ Drinking: okay but i dont drink, makes people act stupid/childish
+ Guys: the opposite sex, confusing
+ Girls: cool :)


SECTION 11 [ THIS OR THAT]
+ Pierced nose or tongue? none
+ Be serious or funny? both
+ Simple or Complicated? both
+ Law or anarchy? law
+ MTV or BET? ? mtv
+ 7th Heaven or Dawson's Creek? none?
+ Sugar or salt? salt
+ Silver or gold? silver
+ Tongue or belly button ring? none
+ Chocolate or flowers? flowers
+ Angels or miracles? miracles
+ Color or Black-and-white photos? color
+ Sunrise or sunset? sunset
+ M&M's or Skittles? skittles
+ Rap or Rock? rock
+ Stay up late or sleep in? both
+ TV or radio? radio
+ Hot or cold? hot
+ Taller members of the opposite sex or shorter? taller than me
+ Sun or moon? both
+ Diamond or Ruby? amethyst haha
+ Left or Right? right
+ 10 acquaintances or one best friend? one best friend
+ Give or recieve? give
+ Rain or snow? rain
+ Lace or satin? satin
+ A year of hot sex or a lifetime of friendship? a lifetime of friendship
+ Happy or sad? Happy
+ McDonald's or Burger King? mcdonald's
+ Mexican or Italian food? I like both
+ A house in the woods or the city? both sounds nice

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Date:2005-05-17 22:57
Subject:happiness =)
Security:Public
Mood: giddy

first of all, thanks to all those people that commented on my journal! thanks a ton of bunch! :) and I am okay guys, I will be fine, people have bad days and good days right? and i think everything worked out in the end :)

but second of all, i went to akulturation today at UCSD, it was AWESOME! it was just a show about Korean culture with live performances and such, with the singing of the anthems, beating of the drums, some shows to show how Korean culture is like, wars, and such, traditions, Korean plays with music, but best of all...is KEN OAK! :) he was awesome! he is like another jay chou to me except that he smokes :/, but he can play cello and guitar very well! i think he plays cello better than jay! :) and i saw him upclose! i was in the first row, like 2 feet away from him! :D but most exciting was before his performance at intermission he came up to me and my friends and was like "can i see the program?" omg...he was so CLOSE hahahah i actually spoke to him :D but really good music although it was kind of sad, depressing but still GOOD, and he did this really good thing at the end where he was making his own music with different instruments with his mixer thing, i don't know how to describe it...it was just too good! :)

but now back to math midterm tomorrow :(

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Date:2005-05-16 22:27
Subject:....
Security:Public
Mood: guilty

*sigh*...i am sorry thats all i have to say, yes sometimes i don't make the best of decisions and i am immature, blah, well tell me what should i do? the point is i did it right? i dont know, i am not exactly good with these things, fine fine i am immature and i was stupid in doing that, but theres no looking back i guess, i make wrong choices and stuff, but hopefullie someone can forgive it? (forgive and forget right?) I don't know, i dont really care anymore i have a chem midterm to study for and i dont even know about that yet....i am stupid...think before i act right? (hardly, i think too much) *sigh*

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Date:2005-05-15 17:42
Subject:dum de dum dum dooo
Security:Public
Mood: rejected

hrmm..so yes once again I am going to say I give up, it's funny how I say multiples times that I am going to give up and such, but I just cannot? or is it because I don't want to give up, because I am thinking that there may be something more, and that something may happen, but all will be lost if I give up now? Why can't I just stop thinking about others and think of myself? I don't know...maybe I am just overanalyzing things as usual
I feel so lost, I am tired, I always feel tricked, or I always feel that I don't enough things, maybe I am too naive and gullible, too open, and too willing to put myself out there
Why do one person says something, but does entirely a different thing?
Why does one compliment or little statement/gesture make someone so happy?
Maybe I am hypocritical, and I do these things, I dunno, well I am sorry...

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Date:2005-05-14 00:46
Subject:
Security:Public



Your #1 Match: ISFJ




The Nurturer

You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal.
A good listener, you excell at helping others in practical ways.
In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music.
You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for.

You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist.


Your #2 Match: ISFP




The Artist

You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now).
You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children.
Simply put, you enjoy bueaty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life.
Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs.

You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer.


Your #3 Match: INFJ




The Protector

You live your life with integrity, originality, vision, and creativity.
Independent and stubborn, you rarely stray from your vision - no matter what it is.
You are an excellent listener, with almost infinite patience.
You have complex, deep feelings, and you take great care to express them.

You would make a great photographer, alternative medicine guru, or teacher.


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Date:2005-05-13 23:01
Subject:sungod festival
Security:Public
Mood: exhausted

so yeah today is ucsd's annual sun god festival...whoop dee doo...nothing special..bunch of drunk people and bands/singers playing, featuring ludacris, phantom planet, and some other bands i can't think of right now, but yeah I don't know what is so special about sun god? is it because we can drink or something? i swear that every person I met today was drinking or was buzzed or drunk or something of the sort, taking my physics quiz was scary after I heard how some guys were fighting, how someone yelled "I AM FREE!" in the middle of the quiz, and how someone fell or fainted on the steps(? I don't know what happened), I really do not see what is the big fuss of alcohol and drinking, I mean its just a drink, what else can it be? (the freedom to drink, to do something that is prohibited to us?, to violate the rules?, i really do not know) but i think it is kind of stupid if I drink it and end up acting like an idiot such as playing in the price center fountain with bubbles and rubber duckies and floatie mats and stuff, and just risking myself out there by doing crazy things like walking across the street when it is red, i don't know...I mean I am not against or hate those who drink, I just do not see the hype about it, sure I have not tried it, I don't want to try it (thinking of it makes me barf), I just don't understand why someone would try something that would make you lose brain cells (I guess this scenario is similar to the people that smoke and do drugs and stuff)

On other news: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LUDMILLA! :) and BRIANA (suitemate), I hope you had fun today Ludmilla! Morgen, simon, and Cindy came down, and then we hung out for ludmilla's birthday with gary, courtney, tricia, and shamin, it was fun stuff..we were all sober, we went to la jolla cove :) and then to the cliffs and then just sitting talking about stuff..it is funny how we were sober talking about drinking :P
Also I found underwear on the bathroom floor right underneath my towel :/
Thanks to Simon for driving me back home! you're the best! :) thanks to cindy and morgen, i haven't talked to you guys for so long..i love your questions of finding yourself morgen! :)

So lesson of the day: Why?

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Date:2005-05-12 23:34
Subject:::sigh::
Security:Public
Mood: bored

so I have decided to give up because I decided that there is no point in pursuing something that I won't be able to get, also there are more important priorities in life such as school and work and family, but have you thought about giving up something you love? self-sacrifice i guess, sometimes one just has to give up something for the better, even though it might be painful, it just depends if one realizes to give up, and when is the time to give up
for example: i quit work, i could have done it earlier except i did it this week, should i have just quitted earlier? things would have been so much easier with school and stuff, instead of waiting until now since it is almost the end of the quarter, and i also have a two week's notice so i have to work till the beginning of week 9..maybe i should have given up earlier, but who knows? well the point is "i have given up", so i guess no matter when as long as you do it, everything will be all right?

PS. when will i ever find my "jay chou"? i doubt it OlD MAID FOR LIFE (OMFL) HAHAHAHA :P

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Date:2005-05-11 21:55
Subject:a fate come true
Security:Public
Mood: bouncy

"you never realize what you have until it is gone" this saying is so true, but this sucks because once it is lost you finally realize how valuable it is to you, and that makes you miss it even more, and you might not even be able to retrieve it or get it back, thus one should respect and love all things right? sometimes i believe in fate, to be in the "right place at the right time", i try to think of the things i do is all due to fate and that it is incidental and that it was fate for me to make those decisions, but is there such a thing as a right place and a right time, maybe it is impossible, until it is too late, then maybe it was not meant to be huh?

have you ever wondered about horoscopes? i mean yes they are purely supposed to be entertainment, but horoscopes are kind of predicting our own fates, but usually they are not that accurate, but sometimes they are, why is that? not to be superstitious about horoscopes, but maybe everything is planned and it happens that way, but if you think that way are you just going to be passively going through life having "fate" take over, or are the choices you make "fate"?

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Date:2005-05-10 21:14
Subject:stuff on my mind
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Mood: sleepy

so what is on my mind today? i really don't know...i am just very tired, just going through with the motion, going to classes, lunch, and sleep, what else is there to do? just hoping this quarter will end soon and finals are out of the way...just getting my rhythm...i feel like i am just running and running for the finish line hoping I will get there (if i ever will) just so tired

another thought: is it better to know or tell the truth or rather to keep it within you because even if you dont say anything it would not affect anything, but is it better to let it all out and voice your opinions or be considerate of others because it is a frivolous matter?

man..i am confusing :P

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Date:2005-05-10 01:32
Subject:blah
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Mood: weird

another random thought: i really do not like people that just use the crosswalks without looking at the cars! i mean at least they can look and make eye contact with the drivers that are turning, but no they do not even look and just keep walking because they are the pedestrian...they have the right of way...which is not even true all the time!it just gets me so angry because the car is waiting for them, but who waits for the car? arrgh i dunno, people should be more considerate! or maybe i am TOO considerate...for me i just stand on the sidewalk until the car passes by even though people are still walking...but if someone is walking with me, i follow the person's lead because it would be a hassle for them to wait for me to cross the walk...but yeah

side note:taking chances and risks, or playing safe, and being safe?

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Date:2005-05-08 21:22
Subject:the world doesn't revolve around you
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Mood: sore

another random thought of the day: the world does not revolve around you, simple lesson right? make sense right? but somehow it doesn't? i don't know..you go through the world doing your thing THINKING that you do make a difference, in your own little world, but when it comes down to it, the world still goes on...your life still goes on despite anything that comes your way..so just suck it up right? so instead of griping and sulking away, we just have to accept it...cause we cannot do anything about it...and also when it comes down to it..the only person you can truly depend on is yourself...

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Date:2005-05-07 21:50
Subject:random stuff
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Brother's birthday: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EDMUND! :)
New cousin: CONGRATULATIONS TO CHRISTIE HELEN WONG! :)
Mother's day: HAPPY MOTHER's DAY! may all the mothers have a happy day, thanks for all the times for just raising us, especially my mom, thanks for always being there, neverending support, love, and nurture..AWESOME..everyday should be mother's day!

Thought of the day: life is not fair, what the Bible says "do unto others what you will like others to do unto you" may make sense..but its "YOU WILL LIKE" them to do...in the end when it comes down to it, you can't expect "an eye for an eye", why is that? is no effort ever appreciated? one person can always be depended on, while the favor may not be returned...

(maybe i will write one entry per day of just random thoughts)

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Date:2005-01-17 12:34
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Message: One day, when I was a freshman in high school, I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school. His name was Kyle. It looked like he was carrying all of his books. I thought to myself, "Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday? He must really be a nerd." I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on. As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him. They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt. His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him. He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes. My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him and as he crawled around looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye. As I handed him his glasses, I said, "Those guys are jerks. They really should get lives." He looked at me and said, "Hey thanks!" There was a big smile on his face. It was one of those smiles that showed real gratitude. I helped him pick up his books, and asked him where he lived. As it turned out, he lived near me, so I asked him why I had never seen him before. He said he had gone to private school before now. I would have never hung out with a private school kid before. We talked all the way home, and I carried some of his books. He turned out to be a pretty cool kid. I asked him if he wanted to play a little football with my friends. He said yes. We hung out all weekend and the more I got to know Kyle, the more I liked him, and my friends thought the same of him. Monday morning came, and there was Kyle with the huge stack of books again. I stopped him and said, "Boy, you are gonna really build some serious muscles with this pile of books everyday!" He just laughed and handed me half the books. Over the next four years, Kyle and I became best friends. When we were seniors, we began to think about college. Kyle decided on Georgetown, and I was going to Duke. I knew that we would always be friends, that the miles would never be a problem. He was going to be a doctor, and I was going for business on a football scholarship. Kyle was valedictorian of our class. I teased him all the time about being a nerd. He had to prepare a speech for graduation. I was so glad it wasn't me having to get up there and speak. Graduation day, I saw Kyle. He looked great. He was one of those guys that really found himself during high school. He filled out and actually looked good in glasses. He had more dates than I had and all the girls loved him. Boy, sometimes I was jealous. Today was one of those days. I could see that he was nervous about his speech, so, I smacked him on the back and said, "Hey, big guy, you'll be great!" He looked at me with one of those looks (the really grateful one) and smiled. "Thanks," he said. As he started his speech, he cleared his throat, and began. "Graduation is a time to thank those who helped you make it through those tough years. Your parents, your teachers, your siblings, maybe a coach...but mostly your friends...I am here to tell all of you that being a friend to someone is the best gift you can give them. I am going to tell you a story." I just looked at my friend with disbelief as he told the story of the first day we met. He had planned to kill himself over the weekend. He talked of how he had cleaned out his locker so his Mom wouldn't have to do it later and was carrying his stuff home. He looked hard at me and gave me a little smile. "Thankfully, I was saved. My friend saved me from doing the unspeakable." I heard the gasp go through the crowd as this handsome, popular boy told us all about his weakest moment. I saw his Mom and dad looking at me and smiling that same grateful smile. Not until that moment did I realize it's depth. Never underestimate the power of your actions. With one small gesture you can change a person's life. For better or for worse. God puts us all in each other's lives to impact one another in some way. Look for God in others. You now have two choices, you can: 1) Pass this on to your friends or 2) Delete it and act like it didn't touch your heart. As you can see, I took choice number 1. "Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly." There is no beginning or end.. Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is mystery. Today is a gift. WHEN YOU RECEIVE THIS LETTER, YOU'RE ! REQUESTED TO SEND IT TO AT LEAST 10 PEOPLE, INCLUDING THE PERSON WHO SENT IT TO YOU

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Date:2005-01-16 00:09
Subject:just some quizzes
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Which of the Jay MV girls are you?


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Which of Jay's personalities do you hold?


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Which of Jay's hairstyles fit you best?


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How obsessed are you with Jay?


this quiz was made by Beth








How well do you know Jay Chou?


this quiz was made by Beth

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